Due to the loss of Tracy's oldest son, she fell into a dark hole of loss and despair. This book is her journey through depression, anger and resentment. Her journey began with a devastating phone call that broke Tracy's heart, and forever changed her life. She went from shock and denial to finally acceptance. She felt like she was losing her mind at times and struggled to find help. Tracy shares what helped her in the hopes of making another mama's grief journey a little bit easier.