Why Am I Still Crying! In My last book All's Well That Ends Well I told the story about how I was so mistreated, I blammed everyone in my life for everything that went wrong except me. I blamed my ex husband, his parents, and my parents. In this book I have accepted the responsibility for my own actions. I have learned a lot of things since I have gotten older, and God have shown me so many things. Now I'm crying because I'm happy, I'm crying because now I know that the world don't owe mw anything. God has already done what he said that He would do. I'm crying because I'm free.